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When I Found Out My Husband Was Leaving Me

December 22, 2014 by Tiffany

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I had just got home from a weekend trip to Indiana to surprise my family. Travis and I were sitting at the stools in our kitchen, eating our supper and talking about my trip. And that’s when he told me.

“I got an email,” he said. That one email completely threw me for a loop. It was unexpected and unwanted. And it changed everything.

When I Found Out My Husband Was Leaving Me

That email said my husband’s name was put in for a position in South Korea. As a soldier in the Army, my husband can be sent basically anywhere in the world and he has to go. Even if that means leaving his wife behind to wait for his return. This news wasn’t official. It was to be approved in 4-5 business days.

The night my husband gave me the news was full of tears (on my end), lots of discussion, prayer, and research. And we waited.

We waited for days. Much longer than 4-5 business days. We waited to hear if it was official. We went from being 90% sure it would go through, down to 60% and back up to 95% within two weeks. There were times when I was so mad that we got that email. So mad for a heads up that might not be real, that left me in a state of unknown.

But other times I was so thankful for that heads up. It gave us a chance to really talk it out with each other. It gave me time to mourn the future I had planned for our next year. To prepare my heart for saying goodbye to our beautiful apartment. To take every moment we had and make the most of it in case our time together would be cut short. It gave us time to process this huge change.

During that waiting period, there were times when the fear seemed to suffocate me. There was so much uncertainty, so much unknown about Korea. And uncertainty and unknown are two of my least favorite things.

But here’s the thing. As much as this was a surprise and shock to me, it was not unexpected to God. He knew about it all along. He knew I would be finding out about that email as we ate supper Monday night. And He knew how much it would scare me.

And that God who created the sea creatures and shaped each and every tree, He sent me sunshine in the midst of my fear. He desired to comfort me and remind me to trust Him.

The very next day after finding out about the email, my morning devotional said this:

Be willing to go out on a limb with Me. If that is where I am leading you, it is the safest place to be. Your desire to live a risk-free life is a form of unbelief. Your longing to live close to Me is at odds with your attempts to minimize risk. You are approaching a crossroads in your journey. In order to follow Me wholeheartedly, you must relinquish your tendency to play it safe.

Let me lead you step by step through this day. If your primary focus is on Me, you can walk along perilous paths without being afraid. Eventually, you will learn to relax and enjoy the adventure of our journey together. As long as you stay close to Me, My sovereign Presence protects you wherever you go. — Jesus Calling

God knew. His timing is perfect. He sent me that love note on the exact day I needed it. But that wasn’t all. No, God knew I needed more. He knows how much I need things in bold print, how I need him to really pound His Word into me.

Every morning after reading my devotional book, I grab my Bible and read the next chapter in whatever book I’m reading. On this day, I was supposed to read the first chapter of the book of Joshua (one of my all-time favorite books of the Bible). Read what I’ve underlined below.

Joshua 1

And then at the end of the chapter…

Joshua 1-2

You see, my husband is leaving me to go to Korea for one year. We found out it is official almost two weeks after that email. I should be able to visit. And often hopefully. And I was scared, even to visit such a foreign place. But God reminded me — He is with us wherever we go. 

 

 

Filed Under: Family, Marriage, Military Life Tagged With: Army, duty, husband, korea, leave, soldier, south, tour

Comments

  1. designmom says

    December 22, 2014 at 8:59 am

    You are an inspiration! I know it will be hard! Luckily, you will be around family and friends while he is gone. Praying for you both as you journey into another year of your married life and a new adventure. You will both be fine, because you already have figured out the most important thing to make it through – staying focused on God and leaning into him for courage and strength. Love you both bunches. Mom

    • Tiffany says

      December 22, 2014 at 10:43 am

      Thanks Mom! Love you!

  2. Tara H says

    December 22, 2014 at 9:03 am

    Bless you both! I’ll be praying for you!

    • Tiffany says

      December 22, 2014 at 10:42 am

      Thank you Tara! We appreciate it!

  3. Aunt Gaye says

    December 22, 2014 at 1:11 pm

    What a great adventure! Be there with him as much as possible.

    • Tiffany says

      December 22, 2014 at 1:43 pm

      I’m definitely going to try to!

  4. Ashley says

    December 22, 2014 at 1:36 pm

    Everything will be okay! Have him message Jack if he has any questions. Or if both of you do. He spent a year over there as well. Love you. Call me anytime you need a girls night in Savannah 🙂

    • Tiffany says

      December 22, 2014 at 1:44 pm

      Thanks Ashley, or should I say Jashley! lol I’ll be moving back to Indiana, so we may not see each other again unless the “Army fate” brings us to the same duty station.

  5. Marisa says

    December 22, 2014 at 2:36 pm

    I will miss you!!!
    Marisa recently posted…EnoughMy Profile

    • Tiffany says

      December 22, 2014 at 5:23 pm

      Same!!

  6. Kariana Wolfe says

    December 22, 2014 at 4:13 pm

    So much love and many, many prayers for you and Travis.
    Kariana Wolfe recently posted…Last Week of 26My Profile

    • Tiffany says

      December 22, 2014 at 5:24 pm

      Thanks girl!

  7. Amy Matz says

    December 23, 2014 at 12:43 pm

    Just when we think we have everything just the way we want it… God shakes it up! But you are right, we are always in His hands which is the best and safest place to be!!! That doesn’t mean it won’t be hard. But if we didn’t allow Him to stretch and grow us, our journey closer to Him would stagnate and fail. You and your husband can both do this! Because you know it is a gift, so be anxious not only for the prize He has in store at the end but soak Him up along the way! He is with you… so yes, have strength and courage:)

    • Tiffany says

      December 23, 2014 at 1:25 pm

      Very well said Amy! Thank you for those words!

  8. Theresa (Capri + 3) says

    December 26, 2014 at 12:04 am

    This will be hard. I hope you had a wonderful Christmas together. I wish you the best in this transition.
    Theresa (Capri + 3) recently posted…Wakefield Court-Holiday Lights Worth the Drive in Southern CAMy Profile

    • Tiffany says

      December 26, 2014 at 4:39 pm

      Thanks so much Theresa! I saw a photo of your four little ones — they are getting big! So cute!

  9. Melissa says

    December 31, 2014 at 10:01 am

    What a great perspective to have during such a challenging time. I can’t imagine. I commend you on your strength and am grateful for your husband’s willingness to serve our country.
    Melissa recently posted…Looking Back and Moving Forward…My Profile

    • Tiffany says

      December 31, 2014 at 10:03 am

      Thank you Melissa! I appreciate your kind words.

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